The Fat Spencer's Gym

I have been imperious, pompous, nettling or vexing,
Just forgive me.
Door are bolted.
Just shut me in and let me fcuk my world.
I did not anticipate much in life,
Just let me have that piece of pie.

I hate myself.
I really hate myself.
I really really hate myself.
No matter who many hates would that be,
the hatred will engulfed me right to the ashes.

Perhaps this world is full of doldrums and dumps,
I just keep with the pace and live with it.

I just hate myself.
I really do.